So finally my exam are over and I don’t know but I am not that much happy for some uncertain reasons which are further too much uncertain .There is this beauty about uncertainity I just cant explain it.
There is just too much that is dwelling into my mind right now,wish I had much more hands.
One of the thing that came of my observation that whatever that is in this world is fuzzy in someway.
There was this boy who liked a girl and the girl also liked the boy but boy don’t know about that.
Someday boy proposed her.
The girl replied with a ‘No’. I hope there is nothing surprising in it. Thousands of boys daily propose to someone, they get rejected or doesn’t get rejected. But the thing is girl likes boy , how she can say no. I am considering that the girl is free minded . She is free to take a decision in the same way a baby is free to laugh , cry , sleep at any time. We are also free for that but we just not live that way after growing.
After few days probably a month or two girl said yes.
Girl’s this reply to the boy was highly confusing for me initially. Its not that she had said something out of planet but just it amaze me in strange way.
One of the thing I would be better of by not having is my ability to think. Really I just try to find logical reason behind everything.
Why the hell I am just concerned about a random boy or girl . The answer is I don’t know. I can’t think about it.
Also after watching discovery channel one day I realised that there is very much outside of this Computer’s dominated world domain. I always felt CS is the best in engineering to do but my perception no longer feel that.
Its amazing how a bird can fly wish I can also fly like that.
I just feel so good after doing some things and so bad after some.
Okey thing is girls are too much fuzzy neither the boys are any less. It just feel so good when you not think much and just let the river flow.
Back to the girl boy problem , the question arises why did girl said no at first instance and then a yes . The difference between a machine and a human being explain this . For every machine there is machine language which in the form of 0’s and 1’s . So whatever you ask machine to do will be in form of it. Either a thing is true or wrong it cannot be both that’s what really machine feels and also logic says. But actually things are not like that with the human beings . It lies between 0 and 1 that’s what fuzzy logic is all about. So when that boy proposed she didn’t said yes because she was somewhere between that 0 and 1 , probably nearer to the 1 that’s why she later said yes. What conditions really attributed to this yes later is still not exactly clear to me.
Is this something to do with the way we think. I so hate thinking.
Its just awesome to feel good about every moment without any good reason , just finding
everything from nothing .
everything from nothing .
I am feeling empty now :) !!
